Past few entries:

Computers are crappy - 2005-05-09

Sadness again - 2005-04-24

Crap - 2005-04-22

Awkward and sad - 2005-04-17

Faces are gross - 2005-04-03

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Hangtime
Jackson
Jeffy
Loobylu
Lurgee
Marn
Neonjunkie
Out of order
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Spacegirl
Tanzy
Velcrometer

2005-03-17

You know, with the number of times this year that I've thought about quitting medical school, I really should just quit and get it over with. It's probably more days than not where I have this feeling that I totally don't belong here.

As narcissistic as it sounds, it doesn't seem like anyone else has had this many problems with their rotations as I have. All of the degrading things that we students put up with everyday just doesn't seem worth it. I mean, I come out in first year residency and I earn a whole $40,000? Wow, thank goodness I only put eight long stressful years of my life into post-secondary school in order to get to that.

I met a patient today who was the loveliest, most pleasant person. She makes jewelry for a living and thought every day was a treasure. I think that's what I should be doing. Well, not exactly jewelry making, but something where I can surround myself with beauty everyday because I feel like I am turning into the ugliness I encounter all around me.

I hate school and school hates me! Whee!