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I suck, you suck, everything sucks - 2005-03-17 Hurray! - 2005-02-22 Good year coming - 2005-02-10 Fat - 2005-01-27 Bleh - 2005-01-11
Andrew |
2004-09-24 Today was one of the saddest days that I have had in a long time. Not because the exam was terrible (which it was) or that I didn't get enough sleep (since this is an expected thing these days), but because there were so many farewells and goodbyes to be said. And it wasn't like a summer farewell, where people are full of happy vacation plans and you know that you'll hear all about them at the end of the summer. This was like a graduation farewell, where you have no idea when the next time will be when you will see the person standing across from you. I kept lingering in the lobby, chatting with people about nothing because I didn't want to leave. I haven't been like this since the night before leaving for Queen's, where I was online on ICQ until 3am, trying to lure people to stay up with me to chat just a little bit longer. We have said our goodbyes because we officially start in the hospitals on Monday. I don't think I have ever been more scared about anything in my entire life. Up until now, I know that I didn't know a lot, but I had come to terms with my own ignorance and I was okay with it. From now on, my ignorance could seriously hurt people, and that's absolutely frightening. Anyway, I guess this is my preemptive farewell to you readers as well. It's been fun for the past five years. Hopefully, this isn't the end and I'll pop back with some interesting stories from time to time. |